Hand Tremors of Doom

Many years ago when i became manic
I was given Manic Depression Manic
type and started on med trials which
were fraught with all sorts of issues.

There are so many side effects such as
Parkinsonism which is Parkinson
like hand tremors which can be really bad
especially with the older drugs.

These newer drugs can mess with your 
diabetes and make it really bad.
Ive found one,Olanzapine which works
well but ive had to decrease the dosage
to find the minimum therapeutic dose.

Nowadays I have good days and bad days.
I missed my Sunday upload because the
tremors were awful and made using my
computer difficult.

While the tremors are really bad,I dont 
do much as in touching the mouse because
then the cursor goes haywire and trying
to deal with check boxes,drop down menues
and options are really difficult and frustrating.

This is the way it is here at the cabin.
People notice the tremors in my videos and
there is nothing I can do about it.

So in closing,If you come here on Sunday and
see last weeks content,its because i am 
having a bad tremor day....it it the way it is.

I will try my best to not let this happen too often.

Peace, BigT